you can’t forget me. not completely anyway.  i’m an unforgettable person.  i  might not be likable… but definitely unforgettable.

why am i saying all of this? glad you asked! i do LOVE to tell stories! i’m a writer, ain’t i?

well in my other blog life, i had an ongoing “dilemma” if you will with this dude.  (for me to be happily married, i tend to have issues with a lot of men that are not my husband. wonder what iyanla would say about that??) anyway, he was… hell i don’t know… tempting. not like SCN becus we both knew nothing was going to happen.  he like to talk to shit but not do shit. but with B.T., if i would have given him the nod, i’m sure my panties would’ve been on the merry go round of his ceiling fan many a day.  so anyway, we would go back and forth with this whole thing of him trying to break me down. nice attempts i will admit. but ya know i couldn’t go out like that.  it was fun though.  kept me on my toes.  so one day, we were having a nice lil chat thru email .  i don’t even remember how we even got on the subject of sex and us.  not really relevant. but we did. we went back and forth for a minute. noting hurtful.  so i just said to him “deep down, you know that i am not going to sleep with you.  i think you just like the challenge”.  i don’t know if that set off an alarm. but whatever it did, i was not expecting the email that i got in return. he basically told me that if i wasn’t come off the ass, then i was useless to him. huh. ok, fine. he was honest, gotta respect that, right? so he was deleted from email box and IM.  no big deal.  a month by.  i get a text message… it’s a forward but it’s from B.T. i ignore it. it wasn’t funny anyway.  fast forward a week. i get another text. it was really beautiful. so i send him a reply saying that i liked the text but i thought that we were no longer on speaking terms.  no response.  thought i’d squashed it.  wrong! babyboy sends me an IM saying that it was MY fault that we weren’t speaking. excuse me???? you told me ass or pass. i said no and you said pass. he told he i took it the wrong way and and that he was giving me time to cool off. jigga what? so i had to tell him that there was no way for me to take what he said in any way other than how he meant it. so he brushes it off and still tells me that it’s my fault. whatever ninja! so he’s been IM’ing me everyday. he asked me why i don’t send him one. i told him that i don’t have him added to my list and that he would have to send me an invitation to be added. he hasn’t done it and i haven’t asked again.  i’m not going to be cyber stalking him.  if he wants me on his list or to be able to contact hi whenever, then he will have to make that move. if not, it’s on him.

but i know that he missed me. that last month that we talked, we were becoming friends. he wanted my advice on his relationship with his ex girlfriend.  he won’t admit it though. don’t have to. i know it. i i’m like a non-violent ike turner. i’m in your head, anna mae! ok… ahem… had a moment. but ya get my drift!

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